So the thing I'm a girl (19 y.o.) and I dreamed I kiss a girl a while a go and I just try to forget it beacause there´s no way I can be atracted to girls and I did forget it till something happened... so like 3 months ago I met this girl (20 y.o.) from germany in a charity thing and we start talking and I really enjoy spending time with her and in our way back we were talking and I told her I was seeing a boy and blah blah blah and then I ask her like what type of boy she liked and she told me that she would someone who is friendly, honest and blah balah and at the end she said "like you" so I start seeing her different... one night we went out with some of her friend and the friends of my boyfriend and that night was kind of weird because she put her hand on my leg one time and through the night she try to kiss me twice! The first time I ignored it because it might be like a mistake and I could be exaggerating but the second time was pretty obvious, I mean if I hadn't move my face we could have kis but we didn't talk about that, I never ask and that was it, that was the last time I saw her cause she went back to germany and she rarely responds my mails and it takes a lot... I love my boyfriend but I don't now I really think that if just for that moment I haven't being with my him I would kiss her and see how things turn out... so the question is why am I thinking all this stuff when I am really happy with my boyfriend?
Pd: sorry for my english! I'm trying my best to make as clear as possible