I am truly sorry to hear that, I feel your pain because I am going through the same thing, married for 29years and my husband got up one morning and wanted out I tried to hold on to him but finally let go now I am healing, I stop blaming myself and now looking forward. I know that God will see me through, so although you are hurting and confuse just take one day at a time trusting and believing in the one person that will always love you God.