This post got to me! My friend committed suicide in 2007. Please get some help. Think of the people who love you you will leave behind that will be suffering. I tried to commit suicide when I was 13. I am so glad it didn't work because right now I am so happy. I have so much to live for! Just hang in there, if you go through with it you won't ever know what it feels like to get through this and be strong and have happiness and better days in the future!