I’m not my boyfriends type?
So I have been with my boyfriend now for 5 years. Since our freshman year of high school, we are now freshman in college. Our relationship has always been good until lately I’ve let my insecurity get the best of me and I can’t help it and I don’t know what to do. I have dark brown hair and dark brown eyes. I have a flat chest and am not super skinny. I’ve always known my boyfriends type is blonde hair, green eyes, big boobs, and super skinny. I am the complete opposite of that. He’s never really cheated on me but whenever we do get in arguments because of something stupid he does with a girl while we have been together (danced with a girl, flirting with a girl, hitting a girl up, groping a girl, etc.) it is always with a skinny blonde girl w light eyes. All of the girls he follows on social media that he doesn’t know are the same way and same with the porn he watched. And if just makes me super insecure because I feel like he doesn’t actually like the way I look. Whenever he is talking about stuff he likes about me, he has never listed my eyes, my body, or my hair. Since we did start dating so young I feel as if I was just his only option at the time and so even though I wasn’t his type he still took me and now he’s just kind of stuck. I’ve brought this all up to my boyfriend and he doesn’t understand. I don’t know how else to word it? Can anyone help me express my feelings or am I just over reacting