I don't know what is going on upstairs in my head lately, and I am getting pretty confused. I have been out on a few dates over the last 2 months or so, and at first I really like these women, think that they are attractive and what not, but as soon as they start showing interest in me I lose all attraction for them. I know Im not ready for another relationship, so that's not the problem. I just wish I could hold attraction for one of these women for more that 2 weeks. I have never been like this before, and I don't think it is a "you want what you can't have" type thing, I just don't get myself right now. Am I looking too much into this, or am I trying to force myself to like someone that I know deep down I have no connection with? Some of my girlfriends think I am just protecting myself, but I don't think that's it either because I don't want a girlfriend right now. All I want is to go out, have a good time, and meet some attractive women... this is all getting very strange to me. MERRY X-MAS EVERYONE!! :p