Thanks for the advice Homegirl 50! I really appreciate it

You are welcome young man.
Glad I could help

I'm so weak, I'm still in NC, but I creeped up on my ex's new guy, and apparently there was a possibility of him going to jail, not anymore though. This new guy smokes and drinks, and is the complete opposite of how I was. While we were going out she would get mad if I did any of those things, so I don't understand how she could like someone like him. Is she rebounding? Also feel like I should just through this fact in here, we were both each others first boy/girl friend.

What she is doing and who she is doing it with is not your concern or business. Don't hamper your healing process by snooping in her business.

Its been 5 days of NC and its been going good up until this morning. I'll admit that I still thought about her a lot over these days, but I never let that bring my whole day down.
I had a dream that we were in her car, and she was driving me home. I confessed to her again and she rejected me telling me that there was no feelings left in her heart for me. Then her new boy came out of no where and they started to make out in front of me. I know this is just a dream and all, but this just brought my day completely down and I needed to vent this out :p
If y'all have any more advice it would be nice now :]