Thank you so much "I wish & Jake 2008" for your very logical answers. You are right. Have to keep reading your responses...

Don't be too hard on yourself.
Like I said before, I think you are lonely and he came along and you kind of got carried away.
You will be fine.
I don't think you blew it with him, he may not have been feeling anything other and a professional acquaintance. Don't beat yourself up.

Thanks a lot. You are absolutely right. I was lonely and... Now back to that loneliness... And now reading everyone's replies, realizing that he was not really "that into me..."

But there is someone out there for you.
Take some time and journal, work on your confidence and you will be emotionally healthy when that "someone" comes along.
I wish you well.

Well I didn't contact him at all until yesterday since it was a "Holy Day" so last night just thought I'll call him and most likely he will not pick up so just leave him a voice mail message and wish him a happy feast day. Well, when I dialed his number, found out that he has blocked my cell number. That hurts so much. I didn't called, email text for almost 10 days and he blocked my number. Does he hate me that much? I can't stop crying...

We have no idea what he's thinking. But why waste your time on someone who doesn't want to talk to you?

I suggest you channel your energy towards those who appreciate you and want to get to know you better. There are much better things to do in life than to cry over someone who isn't even thinking about you. He's not worth your time!

I don't think he hates you, I think your obsessions may have freaked him out.
I know you are feeling sad right now, but it will get better.
Do not try and contact him in any way any more, even if it is an innocent hello.
Write him a letter, pour out your feelings and then throw it away. Allow yourself to be done with this.

I guess you had to learn the hard way, but that's why you leave well enough alone.