I don't like my boyfriend as much as he likes me.
My friend Steve* asked me out about three weeks ago. We've known each other since last year and my friends tell me that he has liked me since. I went to a concert with him and other things like ice skating and movies. I never really had feelings for him and when he asked me out, it was so sudden and surprising that I couldn't say no.. I should have though; it would have made this situation a lot easier! We already kissed and held hands outside of school but I just can't do that in school. I don't think it's because I'm not comfortable with the whole boyfriend thing, but if I really had feelings for him I would act different. And everyone asks me if we're dating and my friends seem happier than I am. When I see him in the hallways I get that nervous feelings. Not the butterflies head over heels thing, the awkwardness. And Whenever I hear about a couple in school only lasting a week or two, it's really annoying. But know I understand why. I want it to last longer than a month but it's Obviously not good if I keep worrying about this every night. I'm happy when I'm with him, but it's totally different. I don't know what to say that will let him down easy and when to do it. I know this is long and probably boring for most of you but I really need the help. Please and thank you!! :) :)
* - CHANGED THE NAME FOR PRIVACY