You can't have it both ways. Just a few weeks ago you made a big deal about Jesus making John the son and caretaker of Mary. You used His words then, but now you join the crowd that considers them unreliable. They are, in your view, only reliable when they suit you. So when you are trying to make the ridiculous claim that John and Jesus were homosexual lovers, you are only too happy to believe them. What a sick approach.
BTW, study some about oral tradition among the ancients. Learn a little. Luke and John do not agree with you. I think I'll go with them.