Originally Posted by cogs
i thank god he got your attention before you ruined some lives. i can totally see how the spirit could see your future, and then remind you how he was trying to warn you. i don't know how you quit your habits, other than god blessing you. i don't know how you will hear god speaking, when you're not listening, and praying in tongues. i have tried tongues before, but i always thought it was just talking, and thought that if i just pray, and listen to god, it's just as good. as far as obedience, god hasn't prompted me to get baptized (i already have been, but not full immersion), and hasn't prompted to speak in tongues. right now, i'm trying to obey what i know, and listen to god in case he speaks to me (which i believe he has in the past), so i'll be prepared to not resist, but obey. i need cleansing on the inside, by obeying, and not continuing my way. this is what i think is purification. it's wonderful that god was doing a good work in you all the time, which is as you said about the prodigal son.