Originally Posted by
galveston
Read carfully the full account of where Jesus warned against blaspheming the Holy Ghost.
The jews had said that what Jesus did was by the power of Satan. By doing this, they cut themselves off completely from the Holy Ghost, who is the ONLY one who can draw us to Christ.
Thus the sin is unpardonable, the sinner having severed any connection with God.
The very fact that you are troubled enough to post here looking for hope is proof that God has not turned His back on you, and apparently, you have not turned your back on Him.
Hope that this helps you.