Thanks for that mate. It actually means a lot.

It could be of course that he does not want me, because I am... not wanting to feed his sheep, you might say.

But thanks mate.

I Newton,
Why in the world would you not want to feed His sheep?
The God via the world feeds you.
But when Jesus was telling Peter to feed His sheep Jesus was talking about spiritually and leading them more than with food.
Look at it this way.
Christians who lead a Christian life are setting a good example of why to be a Christian.
In doing that they are feeding Jesus sheep.
Good Christians help other Christians to be good ones.
Peace and kindness,
Fred

I newton, I tried to PM you back but it said you didn't want receive pms or something like.
Just letting you know if you check back here