Oh really? That woman that you're talking about, is that you're mom? Who ever that is sounds verbally abusive. They should get help too. My mom put me down and treated me junkie every day until I moved out. I'm glad you're not going to overdose tonight. Thank you.

I care too!
Here are the numbers.

Hope suicide hotline 24/7
1-800-SUICIDE
1-800-784-(2433)

Suicide prevention hotline
1-800-273-TALK
1-800-273-(8255)


National Youth Crisis Hotline
1-800-442-HOPE
1-800-442 -(4673)

Just so much that I have witnesed that has happened wth my father that I think I shouldn't of .

There you go! There are the numbers you need. Thank you aquarialight.

Hun, my mom almost killed herself. It was truly horrible. Honestly, you don't want that. PLEASE call one of those numbers. Then you get to someone who can really empathize and you know a real voice is better than this! :) Will you give it a try?

Things will seem a bit better tomorrow, and they will probably help you find a person to share with for when we aren't around or able to help.

Love, Didi

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Oh really? that woman that you're talking about, is that you're mom? Who ever that is sounds verbally abusive. They should get help too. My mom put me down and treated me junkie every day until I moved out. I'm glad you're not going to overdose tonight. Thank you.

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Yea its my mother , se says stuff like that all the time. And she fights me but I can never win:( she is alwayse doing something

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There you go! There are the numbers you need. Thank you aquarialight.

Hun, my mom almost killed herself. It was truly horrible. Honestly, you don't want that. PLEASE call one of those numbers. Then you get to someone who can really empathize and you know a real voice is better than this! :) Will you give it a try?

Things will seem a bit better tomorrow, and they will probably help you find a person to share with for when we aren't around or able to help.

Love, Didi

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OK I will I hope you are right

Well, the good news is that you have a ton of people here who care... lots of numbers for you to call to get a person who you can talk to on the phone who won't be judgemental... and if you do have ptsd there IS help for that, too! In fact, very successful treatments are out there for that.

I'm glad you have decided not to do something tonight. Do you go to school tomorrow? Do you have any friends who you might talk to tomorrow? Any favourite teacher?

Anyhow, why don't you call one of those numbers and let us know what they are like and if you find them helpful. We'll be here for you...

Didi

It sounds like your calming down now...
That's good...

Please remember that ending it is not the answer,
Getting to the root cause of your troubles is...

Then, finding a way to cope... so you can be happy again.

You can talk to us here...

Please make a note of the numbers if you ever feel the need to use them...
There are live people there willing to talk you through it too...

You have received a lot of advise from people that do care about you. So much that your mind is probably flooded right now with trying to sort everything out that you have heard.

Please make a phone call as has been suggested. You will feel better.

Using this site for what you need right now is not as good as talking with someone on the phone.

You need to be talking to someone on the phone. Please do it now.

I hope that you got my PM.

Sweetie, I have to go to bed soon... it's nearly 4 am where I live and I have been up since 7:00 am. I don't want you to think I'm abandoning you. I'll be on tomorrow night. Can you catch up with me then to let me know how you're feeling? Also, have you managed to reach someone at one of those numbers?

I'd really like to know all is okay before I go to bed.

Hugs, Didi