Originally Posted by
JudyKayTee
I absolutely understand what you are feeling, going through, expressing. I found the "possibilities lost" part of your post particularly touching. When my husband died a friend asked me how I was going to go on - I asked her what she thought the alternatives were. So, yes, you have to keep walking.
Time truly does make it somewhat better - but I'm sure people keep telling you that.
I remember the first time I laughed I felt so guilty and ashamed but life does have to go on. Anger is an easier, more comfortable, emotion than grief, at least for me. It was when the anger passed and the grief set in that I began to heal.
I found great comfort in believing that to everything there is a purpose.
{{ cyber hugs }}