Originally Posted by
JudyKayTee
I am so sorry - so very sorry. There is just so much pain and suffering in the World. And, yes, I know what you mean about losing your life and hoping you won't wake up in the AM.
On one of my husband's last days - and I had held up for weeks and weeks - I finally broke down, put my head on his chest and asked him to take me with him, not to leave me alone. He could no longer hear me at that point (and of that I'm very sure) but I am still embarrassed that I did this - but sometimes the grief is overwhelming.
For a very long time I never looked beyond one day at a time - never. I woke up, went about my business, went to bed - and never looked beyond that one day.
Again, I'm so sorry.
