It seems that everything in my life has always been a sham: my friends, my parents love, my relatives love towards me. I always overhear my friends talking about me in a negative regard, its really hateful speech, and I always take it really badly. I overhear my parents arguing about me, how they don't even love me. They hate me, and I do not have the slightest clue why. My relatives all don't like me because I am sad and depressed and antisocial all the time. I have tried to kill myself before, and have considered doing it again, what should I do?

DO NOT HURT YOURSELF. Trust me, I've been there. I was sexually abused by my father when I was 11-14. IF you need a friend, I'd be happy to talk to you when ever you want. Life is depressing, but it does get better . I went to the psych ward for trying to commit suicide this jan, and I know how you're feeling, but I will always be you're friend email me @ EMAIL REMOVED if you want to
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