Helpful, to put over message that this is going just too far for long answer. Psyc stuff.

Try not to let your imagination run quite so free. Work out why this is a fantasy and above all understand it is exaggerated. Perhaps you've seen quite a few of those films where the bad guy isn't just pure bad and cruel, but also sexy and a victim himself.
Maybe this fantasy just boils down to needing personal satisfaction, desire to survive something terrible, ability to understand and help a really desperated case!

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Originally Posted by appleblossom

i have a very strong attraction to psychotic men, i often fantasize about sexual encounters with these sick derranged men and dream of oneday fullfiling these fantasies. I find them very appealing, the sick twisted mystery about thema and their ruthless violence, to be able to dice someone up is amazing in its own way, and i love the emotionless cold glaze in their eyes. is this normal? what would it be like to have a sexual encounter with one??

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I appologize if this sound rude. But I think the better question is... Do you want to be murdered, or possiably go through some tramatic experience that will damage you foever? Your just asking for trouble, hire a male escort and tell him what you want. They will do it for a price ( Money not your life or sanity )

This thread is sort of a black comedy piece:
"Dreaming of Being Diced" (NC-17)

One must either laugh or call 911.
I am going with the former.

Take a look at my avator, yeah I like the whole Michael myers/leatherface *mythical* charecters,from a movie.
That's as far as it goes. In real life id run like hell...
On a different side to the coin, a close childhood friend of mine was stabbed and left for dead in the street, and his brother was murdered, stabbed multipul times and bled to death in the street.. is this sounding sexy yet?
The thing is, the reason why I like all the old movie maniacs as they are known is because its fantasy, it didn't happen, its just a movie. The reality is sick and twisted, do you really want to be the next victim in the newspaper, all for the sake of an orgasm?

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Originally Posted by Matt3046

I have the same problem except it is women and they find me. But they are psychotic none the less. Not so much wanting to cut up people in a physical way but wanting to destroy in a general way.

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You are weird

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Originally Posted by Sunshine2

you are wierd

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You misspelled weird you geek

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Originally Posted by Sunshine2

You misspelled weird you geek

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I must quit talking to myself

I know it's nothing like what you really want, but I would suggest finding a local thespian. Or find a fetish page on the internet and find somebody who would like to help you by acting out your fetish in return for one of his. It's the best I can suggest. Be safe!

This post has been dormant from the thread author for a month. It is as much dark comedy as anything.
Probably time to move on...

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Originally Posted by appleblossom

i have a very strong attraction to psychotic men, i often fantasize about sexual encounters with these sick derranged men and dream of oneday fullfiling these fantasies. I find them very appealing, the sick twisted mystery about thema and their ruthless violence, to be able to dice someone up is amazing in its own way, and i love the emotionless cold glaze in their eyes. is this normal? what would it be like to have a sexual encounter with one??

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What would it be like to have an encounter with one?? Just ask any of the girls that met Gary Ridgway, Angelo Buono, Kenneth Bianchi, Edmund Kemper or Ted Bundy... but alas, those girls are no more... snuffed out like candles in the night... fantasy is great and healthy but... reality is scary...

Keep as a fantasy because the "people" you describe are nutbags and are in prison for a reason-they don't understand what relationships are-they only understand women to be "victims" of their depraved ways.

Please let it remain a fantasy-keep clear of the psychos.