Dear Experts,
I'm eighteen, I have no support from my family, I don't have a decent job, I don't have a steady, or stable home, and I'm eight months pregnant. I already picked out a nice family that will be able to spoil him, and give him everything he'll ever need. So what's the problem right? I'm having second thoughts. I want to keep him. When I lie awake at night and he's kicking... I just can't stop crying, thinking about giving him to someone else. Someone else holding him all the time, going to him when he cries, calling him son, their baby, not mine. Will I be able to hold him, or will they just take him away, at the hospital? I know I have to give him up, for his own benefit. I'm just being selfish, with these thoughts. What's the best way to get over something like this, without going crazy?