Synnen, I feel compelled to offer one of my children to you, pick any one you would like. No, I am kidding, I just want you to feel better. If I could I would have that baby for you. What is the situation, I am not up to date? My sister in law had twins while they tried for two years to get pegnant. Thousands of dollars later and many appt's. They didn't think she could, she had a very small chance but it happened. And to top it all off, since she didn't think she could have any children she never went back on the pill and a year later guess what, little Hanna is here, 3 babies and they said it couldn't happen.
I can't imagine what hurt you are going through. Just close your eyes and feel my arms around you with my sweetest hug ever. I will be thinking of you. Start

You guys are the BEST.

Startover... I placed a child for asdoption 15 years ago, and her birthday is tomorrow. Now my husband and I are having no luck for a child, after 5 years. We haven't done fertility treatments at all, because the price is soooooo steep, and not covered by insurance. It's hard to justify a few thousand dollars to find out if you CAN get pregnant or not, you know?

Plus I've gained so much weight from quitting smoking, that it LOOKS like I'm pregnant. I'm going to SLUG the next nice woman that asks "And when are YOU due, dear?"

Just a frustrating and sad day for me.

How I could get through without you is beyond me, though. Thanks. You have no idea how much it means.

Synnen, you are the strongest ever. I have more respect for you than I did just 5 minutes ago. About the weight, I am waiting myself to see what happens, I am going to take a kick boxing class, maybe that will help me get my grove on. I am pretty sure you got a grove too, you just got to find it. Listen here, you quit smoking! You did it Synenn. Keep your chin up and take on this crazy world. I wish you the best baby making in the world. Like Allheart says, it will come, you just never know WHEN! It would drive anyone crazy to play the waiting game. Hugs to you. Start

Um - hope no one minds, but this dancing fireman is just for our Synnen, but I am sure she will share :)

YouTube - The Firefighter Dance

Love fire fiighters!

What should you do when you are dying?

Go to the cupboard and eat the roll of LifeSavers.

Ugh... I have to go home to watch that...

But Firefighters + Dancing MUST = yum, right?

seriously... thanks for holding my hand through today. I am so close to just losing it, and you are keeping me this side of sanity.

I know I have been lost in limbo land for the past few days, but I have spent the last hour or so catching up...

Synnen - I wish so much that I could help you. But I agree with Allheart that there is always a reason. I am thinking of you and blowing some baby dust your way... I wish there were better words to soothe you.

Oh syn my sweet you stay strong and you remember that you are better than all of them I promise you from the depths of my heart if I ever win the lottery your first in line for help.

Hey you stranger... good to see you today!

Allheart, have you ever seen those signs made of wood that look real old and distressed? Well, I am going to make one to put on the front porch saying, "don't look down on someone, unless you are helping them up" I will get it done this weekend. I love it. I need to follow that advice as do so many people.

This little quitters corner has got me doing things that I thought would have to wait. I am calling the hospital to volunteer once a month in the ICU for those little babies that need holding. Just to let you know I have written a list of things that mean something to me and I am going to check it off one by one. I am very proud of myself and thankful to you guys for feeling that way. Hugs, Start

Oh start millie was one of those little baby's she was 8 weeks early they never had enough help there it was kind of sad.

I can hold babies till I die, whether they are screaming, whimpering, or just laying there in my arms. I LOVE BABIES. If I could I would adopt them all. Well there is another story for another day. I wish I could have held her for you.

You know... I feel bad for nattering on about myself like this... look at me whine, for pity's sake!

I have a good life, and for the most part I'm so very happy.

This is just the worst week of the year, you know?

Good for you Synnen, I thought I was having a bad day until I talked to you, then I felt just the way you are feeling right now. You are a good woman. You want to meet in the middle and have lunch?

Syn you can moan all you like my sweet that's what friends are for be sure if it annoyed us we would be telling you to shut up but you aren't because we love you.

Start she was tiny she was only 2lbs 9oz when born very weeny and after 8 weeks of being in that hospital it was enough for any saint.

Synn - we completely understand and love you.

Now help me find my puppy!

http://www.yunasville.com/img/022006/lost20puppy.jpg

Oh my goodness someone shoot me but how the hell did you get a picture of my neighbour lol

Hahahahahahahahaha I don't want to find it.

To right take that puppy outa there who knows what will follow...

Will I ever be able to give up pasta?

Laura - you crack me up!! Your neighbor.

Start, help that poor little puppy out.

Somebody actually sent that to me on email. Too funny :)

Love you guys. Synn - the sun will shine again and do not beat yourself up for having a down day. Ya hear!

Love you all.