Hi people, I am well, went out on Saturday and went to visit one of my friends. He had some friends over who was busy doing there thing, asked if I wanted and I said "i am ok guys, I will rather cut the line for you all, I am done with it all"

I felt really good doing so! Thanks to all that actually started me off on this process, only 1 prob, I have become lazy!! My dad has become pissed off with me, now I can't say"dad, leave me alone, i was a druggie", you know what I mean, he or we are starting a business down in a place called Sodwana Bay here in South Africa, by the way, great reef, great fishing.
He thinks I am not interested.

Now I am, but I can never talk to him, plus.. GET THIS.. I don't like my dads ex wife, she is a in, ooo ,don't get me started... Anyway, I get a weird aura or something when she is around... She is staying by our house, not sleeping with my dad, but helping him with work... or is she?

Other than that crap, I am all good :)

Great to hear your getting to a positive place, keep the goods things going OK

Hi all, going to a party 2mrow night with my friends, all will be OK!

Hey Eugene, Keep up the good work. Don't let dad's ex wife get you weird, don't give her the power. Things will get better w/your dad and you will get back to your regular energy level, it just may take a bit of time while your body re-balances with the absence of artificial energy. Just keep doing what you're doing and you'll keep feeling great about making the right choices. We get make choices every few minutes of every day so it's all in your hands now that you have taken back control of what kind of a life you choose to live. Yeah for YOU!!

All is still well. Just had a lot of booze on Sat, but was still able to drive :)