Porn addiction? Need reasons to stop.
I am going round in circles.
I found out I must be addicted to porn after I tried to give it up but found it really difficult. I regret spending so much time on it, so I decide not to look at it anymore. But doesn't take me long to persuade myself there's nothing wrong with it and start again because I know I really want to see it. Then I go back to regretting it again. I say I don't want to see it anymore, but then in the same day I really need it and I seek it out. Then I regret it and so on.
It's just like a drug addiction (I imagine) with the way it's used to make you feel amazing and you want more and more. Longest I went without it was for a couple of weeks, trying to replace it with my imagination. But it's just not the same and in the end the imagination wasn't enough of a stimulation. I look at it every day, maybe twice a day. Can masturbate usually no more than 3 times a day but sometimes multiple orgasms it's like it's never enough! Obviously, I am massively sexually frustrated. Don't know how else to vent this frustration. I can't vent it by putting the energy into other things because it never goes away, it just builds up. Can't block it, I'll get round the block. Or maybe I should just stop trying to give it up?