Can't take him out of my mind.
Hey all.. I got a problem. I am in love with this guy for almost 2 years now. We love each other. There has been many ups and downs, break ups and patch ups like any other realtion. I am 19 and he is 20 just to let you know. I have been very harsh on him before for giving him no care and ignoring him but now I have realized I can't live without him. I told this to him and I asked sorry thousand times. He understands me. But I feel like he is ignoring me these days like I did to him in the past. Sometimes I feel like he needs some space and I am happy to give that to him but this has been comtinuing for a long time. Its also not that he totally ignores me. When we are alone at his place he cares about me but when people are around he just gives a damn about me, which hurts. My problem is I just can't get him out of my mind for even a single second. He is right there all the time. Can't 'think about anything else. Well I know, my frens have been telling me to do something creative, go shopping, cook which is my hobby. But I don't feel like doing anything. I just don't have any energy. I don't get excited about my life which I should @ this time of age. All I do, think, feel is my BOYFRIEND. I need to get out of this and be happy. My school starts soon and if this continues I will definitely have to suffer in the end. Seems like he is having lods of fun with his friends. Please help! Frustated.