My boyfriend cheated on me?
Hi everyone
I came across this website while I was googling and it seemed like there are many people here who would have gone through or are going through what I am going through right now. I have been with my boyfriend for 5 years now. When we were in the second year of our relationship and he was away for his degree in his final year he cheated on me. He slept with two different women and kissed 5 women more than once. He confessed to it about a year later. I felt like my whole world had come crashing down since I had been nothing but faithful to him even when I had many chances to stray. He cried and cried about how bad he felt hurting me like this and we decided we will try and work this out. That year passed with me giving him hell over what he did and after a lot of crying and heartache for both things started looking better. The problem is that its been three years since then and I still don't know if I trust him completely and have regularly gone through his emails and his phone messages I have not found anything suspicious but I still am not able to feel secure with him. I really don't want to be without him because I really really do love him but I just don't know how to handle this entire situation? Please help me here.