I have a very strong attraction to psychotic men, I often fantasize about sexual encounters with these sick derranged men and dream of oneday fullfiling these fantasies. I find them very appealing, the sick twisted mystery about thema and their ruthless violence, to be able to dice someone up is amazing in its own way, and I love the emotionless cold glaze in their eyes. Is this normal? What would it be like to have a sexual encounter with one?