What can I do with my relationship.
I need your help. I have been with my boyfriend for 4 years. I really love him very much. He loves me but not the same as he used to love me very much. I live in pa and he lives in nyc. I have been through so much with him. He had drug problem and he asked me for my helps. I helped him and took him to rehab to get help. He was clean and sober for 9 months. Few months ago, we were in big agruement. He was out of control like I never seen him really very rage. I got scared and begged him to let me go. But he beat me up for the first time. I found out that he is back on drug again. He never told me that he went back on drug. I wish he warned me before and it will never happen. Now, I found out more about him doing behind on my back. He always lied to me. I always contact him every days 24/7 but he is being avoid me and teling me all lies. What am I suppose to do? I really love him very very much. The 3 years with him was great and wonderful then this year is getting out of control. He don't like if I found out what he did in nyc and he get mad at me. I know he is lying to me and deny on everything. He have my bank card and he get the money even I don't have enough money in. I support him, my daughter, and myself. I felt that he took my money for drugs. And what is more that I heard now he have 3 women. One is his baby mom, two is me, three is other girl. I think he needs 3 women. Because he need a place to live with his baby mom, he need me for my money and he need other women for sex. What is your suggest? Leave him? I'm afraid of him, yes... he abuse me, verbally abuse, ofc I'm afraid to leave him, I worry if something will happen to me if I leave him. He is latins king. He threat me one time if I leave him or do something to him, his queens sister will go after me. I'm scared. I need your help:(