Why do I hate myself so much and how do I stop?
Personally, I enjoy studying psychology and sociology, and evaluating peoples behavior, finding out what makes them tick. I generally know the reasons for my own behavior also, but for as long as I can remember I've always hated myself. I really don't know why, I have very low self-esteem and zero self-confidence. As far as I know I haven't had any severe negative psychological experiences in my childhood, and it's getting to the point where I don't really care about why I feel the way I do, I just want to feel better. I already take 100mg of Sertraline (Zoloft) per day for Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, General Anxiety and Depression. I'm having my dosage raised in a few weeks. I've also had multiple suicide attempts that I don't really feel obligated to discuss, and I feel very uncomfortable asking this question, and mentioning my attempts at ending my life. But I've tried everything, and I just want to feel better.