In love with a girl that's in a relationship but still likes me
I met this girl at my work place.I work in a leisure facility.she was in for work experience.she is in college studying heaslth and fitness,she's only 2 years younger than me and she's 19.we really seemed to hit it off.in fact we hit it off so well that we began flirting a bit and making each other laugh the whole week,even when I wasn't working we would be just talking about anything,even to the point were she walked me down till I got outside so late on in the week I took her phone number.I was starting to like her,but was a bit cautious because in the past I have been led on by a good few girls,but this girl was different,I liked her personality,because she liked a lot of things that I like such as sports&fitness,music,food plus we would always be smiling at one another.so when I began texting her we again hit it off really well.so when I went into work the next moring one of my work colleagues who was friends with her started to tease me about texting some girl.usually id be embaresed answering these type of things but I just admitted to it.anyway little did I know that she was in the centre doing college practicals,and when she came down I started to blush and so did she a little.then later on my work mates were telling me that I should ask her to go out with me, or at least invite her to my birthday party that I was having in a few days.they also told me that she was asking questions about me such as if I had a girlfriend etc and that she was really interested in me.so I waited till I got home and decided to invite her she immediately said yes.so we then began flirting more as we got to know each other.one day we even texted each other from 11 o clock in the moring to midnight,when it came to, I watched as she walked in through the door,my heart began pounding,to the point were I literally put my hand over my heart,and went into the toilets to throw water over me and gather myself.so I walked out to greet her at the bar and she gave me a present and a card.I told her that she didn't have to but she said she wanted to.it was a nice bottle of after shave and the card had a flirtful joke on it,which she wrote.so when we began talking we talked the whole night,it was around 3 and a half hours non stop talking,we were even smiling at each other and could not take our eyes of one another.I felt for once very comfortable around a girl in front of my family.they were even coming up asking if we were an item I was speechless and began to get shy,I really wanted to say I'm working on it.I asked her if she was embaressed about it,she said not at all.after the party I got a lift with her into the night club.I told her she looked nice,she said "thanks i dont usually dress up this nice but i did for you" I even danced with her because she looked so beautiful,and I never dance because I'm too shy but all I had to do was look into her eyes and it was as if it was only us on the dance floor.one of her best friends asked me if I had kissed her yet,to which I said not yet.at the end of the night she even walked with me to a quiet part of the town,she was really pushing me to kiss her by things she was saying,but I never got that close to a girl before,as I always got rejected in the past so I didn't know what to do,so we kissed each other on the cheek and cuddled,she even started to feel my abs and pecs.so she then left with her friends.I texted her the following day,asking her if she wanted to hang out some time,she said "yea i'd love to", I immediately got a rush from her answer.later on while I was telling her that she looked beautiful,I asked her if she liked me,I was waiting for an simple answer like yes or no,she answered "yea i really do but i'm kinda seein someone at the moment",as soon as I saw that my heart literally crushed.she then said that she really wanted to be friends with me.so I said of course we are.but I wanted to know a few things so asked her how long she's been going out for,she replied a few weeks,it turns out she met him just a day after she met me.so I asked her if I could ask her a few questions that might be akward,but she didn't have to answer them.she said go ahead.so I asked her if she really liked me she said "yeah i do",then I asked her that if I were to of asked her out the first day I met her what would her answer of been,to that one she didn't give me a direct answer she more or less avoided by saying I don't really go out with people,I like to be single.I told her that I really liked her and that I was heart broken over her,but would love to still be friends with her.she said that she really liked me as well.but she wouldn't be a good girlfriend for me,but of course we could still be friends.I then asked her why it wouldn't work,she replied that she wouldn't wish her on anyone,that she would end up messing with me,to that I said I don't believe you,you just haven't met the right guy yet.she answered by saying I don't want to meet the right guy,I told her that I'd love to try a relationship with her or at least go on one date so we would know for sure.she then said that she doesn't want to be in a relationship with anyone at all.so I dropped the questions and we began talking again about other things.I wasn't really buying her answer's because none of her friends even told me that she was seeing someone when asking me if I had kissed her,she never even actually called him her boyfriend,so I don't think its even a solid relationship,that they're in because she told me that she doesn't talk much to him and that she might see him like one night out of the week and because he is away at college.so I began thinking what kind of a relationship is this? after I asked this I was told that she changed her relationship status from single to complicated on her my space page. I really fell hard for this girl,and I feel as though she feels the same because of her body language when around me,plus we can't even take our eyes off one another.I feel as though since she was in a way scared in a previous relationship that she's afraid to commit to one person in case she is cheated on so wants to be single so she always has someone new.I don't know if I'm looking into this too much but I really love this girl,and really believe that we're meant to be together because we make a good partnership.when I'm alone I feel like half a person but when I'm either with her or texting her I feel complete,she brings things out in me that I normally wouldn't do,and I do the same to her.id properly even undersstand the situation a lot better if I got a direct answer from her,but she is just such a strong personality,that I feel she won't admit to maybe for once being in love,because of her past.im really puzzled by her, because like I said earlier when at the party when everyone were asking iof we were together surely if she was in a serious relationship she would have felt akward,especially since she knew that I really liked her.im just stuck as to what to do,I really just want to know for definite if she feel's for me the way I feel for her,and that she is trying to avoid a relationship,I do understand that because she is only 19 it is reasonable to want to be single,but I believe that if you do even have a small chance of loving somebody then you should at least try to see if it works.every time I close my eyes I see her smiling at me,I know I could be maybe just fixated on her but I want to move on knowing that there was never a relationship with us,because I do have strong feelings for her and I don't want to be thinking in a few years if I'm still single that I should have tried harder for her.so any tips on what to do next,even how to talk her into giving me a direct answer in terms of a possible us, would be helpful,but I don't want the typical answers like you can't ruin a relationship because as far as the people that I've asked she isn't in a relationship,she even actually told me when working with her that was single so I am confused.so again any tips would be helpful