Originally Posted by ShaynaLynne011
Well the boy finally dumped me and it hurts worse than I ever have. I feel stupid and used. I trusted the boy enough to take my virginity and look where it got me. Im completely humiliated, furious, upset, and Idk how else to put it. I am heartbroken completely. I dont know how to deal with this kind of pain. I have never hurt like this before. I want to be back with him. I would give anything to still be with him. He says its for the best but it doesnt feel like it. Plus last night I caught him in sooo many lies. I dont want to lose him for good. He wants to be best friends but what he dont understand is if I am around him and we arent together its going to hurt. I can't keep putting myself through the pain over and over again. He says hes sorry and that he regrets ever having sex with me. I feel horrible and dont know how to get over him