I don't feel as crazy as I believe I am
When I was about ten or eleven I was sitting in my room and I had entered in to this day-dream state. I had realized, while I was imagining this alternate story, that I had been day dreaming more and more each day. I had always grown up with the idea that you were only crazy when you answer a question you had asked. Well I had been thinking about this while simultaneously having this day dream and I heard some one talking. Then I realized I was the one talking. Since then the day dreams have become so frequent I can't stop them any more. I can not hold actual concentration on one idea for more than a few seconds I have tried everything to keep myself here but nothing has worked it is so second nature to me that I do it with out realizing I am some where else. Whole days I can't remember, conversations, food, clothes. All gone. But I was there and I responded. I will get off work and not remember anything except I was there I day dream about all sorts of stuff whether it is relevant to what is going on. violent, happy, sad, sweet, wishes, pasts. Am I crazy? How can I stop this? What do you think it is?