Meeting my ex to go shopping as friends.
Okay guys they said to make a new post so ill do that. Ill try to be as unbiased and informative as possible.
Girl I loved. 3 Yrs 4mth. Love her with all my heart. Lately we been arguing and every time we argued she would lose more feelings for me. Ultimately we ended breaking up... like seriously break up. I was devastated and I brought her flowers and apologized. She told me she needs time and that if we were to get back together we would have to start fresh. Ok I give her time; we wre in NC period for 3 days. I talk to her again and this time she tells me she's been happy and she's able to do things for herself now because she can treat herself. I cannot agree more that she deserves it. But I have changed, no more arguing no more hot headed, I got a job, I been working out, going back to school, I been taking care of myself.
Now here's the thing... I love her so much. I feel so bad that I put her through so much. She did sooo much for me that she never had a chance to do anything for herself. I never treated her well, I had no job, no money, no education. I was a sleazy bastard. But now I got it all and on top of that I got appreciation and love for her. I want to throw it all at her and make her feel good. I do not want to leave her jaded. I managed to get her to come shopping with me in 3 days, but just as friends. She made it clear to me not to try and hold her hands, or hug her or anything like that. Just go as friends. But I want her to give me another chance because this is a new me. I feel it at the bottom of my heart... Im passed the panic stage and the emotional rollercoaster. What should I do guys? I got 3 days until I see her