My boyfriend left me and I'm 7 months pregnant
I was dating him for almost 2 years and we decided after a year that we would try to get pregnant. I ended up getting pregnant and we had a miscarriage right before christmas last year. He comes to me at the end of January and says that he's ready to try again. I didn't want to hurt his feelings so I said I was too. Secretly I had already been taking my birth control pills for a month already. (seasonique) So when I didn't get my period I didn't expect anything because with seasonique you only get 4 periods a year. But then I started spotting and I was really nauseous. I took a pregnancy test and it was positive, I was 8 weeks pregnant. We were both very excited. I was shocked, my boyfriend still had no idea about the birth control. Anyway, months later we ended up being in a very bad living situation and both under a lot of stress. He proposed to me and was telling me he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me and couldn't wait to call me his wife. Two days before our wedding he leaves to go do a job and I get a text almost 2 hours later saying he was breaking up with me, that he needed some space and time to get his life together but still wants to be there for me and our son. When I received this text I was getting alterations done to my wedding dress. I didn't even see it coming. Before he left we cuddled, watched a movie, he kissed me, told each other we love each other, and he even made love to me. Now almost a month has gone by and he's saying he loves me but just not like that anymore and wants to be alone so that he can get a job and his ged. He keeps telling me I'm holding him back from getting his life together and doing things he needs to do. The most confusing part of this is hell only talk to me when its convenient for him, won't show up to the ultrasound appointments or doctor appointments (but says he's going to), when he texts me he still says I love you! I haven't said anything back to him when he says this to me cause I'm hurt and very confused. What should I do? Should I just wait for him to figure things out and hope for the best? Should I give up on him? Should I move on? Should I let him be in the delivery room as our son is being born? Or should I make him wait out in the waiting room? Please help me. I don't know what I should do.