I feel ugly and discusting. I don't like my body.I feel I am stupid.my boyfreind says that I look fine and that he loves me but I don't believe him.I hate myself.why can't I be like everyone else?I just wish I was alone.the more days pass bye I just don't want him around because I feel so ugly and discusting.I love him so much but I just want to be alone I don't like my body.. I just hate myself so much.why?