Self harm, vegetarianism and a long distance relationship.
Okay... a few issues here in my somewhat messy life.
1st question
Is it like... really that bad that I cut myself? Its not on the part of the wrists where all the veins are, its on the other side... its only really because the pain feels kind of nice.
Also quite nice having a hot shower, the burny feeling on the cuts when they have hot water on them is nice.
Other people see it as an issue... but I don't really see any danger or problem in it.
Is it really a problem that I need to fix? Or something I don't really need to worry about among all the other stuff.
Okay, second thing
I don't really think I can do the whole eating meat thing anymore... it makes me kind of guilty, just the fact that an animal died for human pleasure kind of makes me feel wrong, like I just killed sum1. We had rat dissections in human bio, and I was really feeling so terrible and freaking out, and there was a pregnant one and they cut out all the little embryos, there were 15 of them and yer... anyone know what I can do? I hate talking to my parents, but unfortunately the only healthy way to go vegetarian would be to involve them... and they will just laugh at me...
3rd thing (sorry for wasting your valuable time)
I kind of got into a long distance relationship with a chick who lives in america
She's got a lot of the same issues as me, and she is in hospital because she lost a lot of blood when she cut her veins
She means the world to me, it kind of hurts not being with her in person, but she means so much to me, and she feels the same way towards me.
Just sort of putting some issues out there... I felt you guys mite be able to help, or at least deserve to know...