Originally Posted by lonely_soul
macksmom, why r u making it hard to me, i wish nothing like that happened, and i feel so guilty, please don't force me to think of killing my self, i am dying slowly already...God forgives, why can't people forgive? what do u want me to do now? u r saying something wrong will happen and he will know, what if he didn't? put ur self in my place, and feel my pain. i was stupid enough to do what i have done, and i have to live with it the rest of my life, i just want another chance and i promise i will never do it again. Please do understand my setuation......