I made a girl cry, I feel like crap
I did a baaad thing, and I feel like dirt. I just quit smokin, so latley, I've been really off, and kind of on edge. So, here's what happined, I was walking to my next class and this guy who I got in a fight with came up to me, accusing me of starting rumurs about him, listen I don't start rumurs, I'm not a 13 year old girl, so I'm all like, listen, can we do this another time, and he's all like you better apoligize for starting rumors, he's trying to act all cool in front of his girl friend, so I tells him that I didn't say shiit, he still doesn't believe me, he says to me, you better apoligize or your going to get your kicked, listen, that was really really funny, and of course I laughed, because I've gotten into a fight with this guy before, and I won, I'm not braggin, I'm not the toughest guy, I'm just smart, I know how to fight, so I look him in the face and ask him, by who? I wasn't trying to be an asswhole, I seriously wanted to know, so I guess I pissed him off, he came at me and tried to pop me one in the face, he lands one on me, I try to walk away, but he still wants to fight, he pushes me from behind, and I go beserk, listen, I haven't had a smoke for three weeks, it was early, and I was tired, I chopped him in the neck, and he falls to the ground, at that moment, I was so angry, I couldn't control myself, I jumped on this guy and just startes to pumble his face with left and right hooks, my ex girlfriend pulled me off him. I didn't know what I was doing. I look around and I see he's bleedin through the nose, his girlfreind was crying, and I reall why don't like it when girls cry, it breaks my heart. So I'm sitting there while every one is starin, and I'm getting yelled at by his girlfriend, I'm not really paying attention, I felt afful, my ex walked me to my class, I was so shocked at what I did, I was discusted, not because I turned this guys face into a storm, he kind of deserved it, its because I made a girl cry, I felt like scum. Is there something I can do to show I'm sorry, I already tried to apoligize once before, but it didn't help, please help me