My boyfriend's past ruined me
Hi so I have been dating my boyfriend for over two years. Were madly in love. I grew up with him and I was too young for him to date me so when he got in high school he found his first reall girlfriend.. where he expiernced his first time having sex. Losing his virginty to this girl.but this girl is really trash.not to be mean.but she is trailor trash. Not to catorgorized people but you don't need to act like it if you live in one. It bothers me that he has lost it to her. And I lost it to him.you no? Like we are planning on getting married and I'm 18 he's 21.. not soon well engaged in the next year or two.this girl he hassnt dated for about 4 years but she still is around where I live. She has sex with everyg uy and gets abortions. What is wrong with this girl honestly. She spread her legs to everyone. And it bothers me because killing babies are wrong.and she's done it more then once.. . and like she isn't preetty. And I was just like to him 'waht did you see in her" he tells me he wiish he could take it back and it wasn't that great of a relationship. She was always moody. And was bipolor... also in 05 they weren't together but had sex for the hell of it.like I don't understand that .like they weren't together but had sex. I call him a dirt bag for doing that. I think about her all the time and it ruined me... ill look at her myspace thinking she's pretty but she's not.(if you only new what she looked like) and when I see her I get all act up and my heart pounds.help me give me advice to get over this obsession! Please!