On March 23rd 2008 I lost the love of my life to a tradgic car accident... We were not together at the time and he was with someone I accused him of being with, but he called me almost every 2nd day and told me he loved me and wanted to make things right... He was away working 4000 miles away from me and him and the girl were both killed in a head on collision I feel so guilty and remorse for being so rude to him and yelling. I loved him with all my heart and it's been a year and I can't get my life back in order... I made a shrine for him and I enlargened some of our favorite pics... I went to a Medium and James came through and said all the things I wanted to hear... I still can not get over this... Is there an online site that has free mediums? I sure could use some words from James right now... If anyone knows please tell me... Thanks!! :confused:

You need to find closure through grief counselling, snuggly. Nothing is going to appear satisfactory in your life until you move on. Nothing, absolutely nothing will seem worthwhile until you do this.

Analyze your dreams of James, if you dream of him, in the morning right it all down and you will probably find answers there without resorting to a medium.

Tick

I guess the short answer is, your James would not have kept telling you he loved you if he didn't. My belief is that he knows you are sad and miss him. Just talk to him in a private place, where it's quiet and peaceful. He will know...

And you know the adage, "time takes care of everything"... well, yes - your grief will never go away, you will just learn to live with it so I suppose that's how time takes care of it all... Treasure your lovely memories of when you were close. You will move on with your life, but you will always remember your lost love and nothing can take away the love you shared.
Elizabeth