My boyfriend looks up escorts, brothals and watches porn without me!-
Hey guys,
Ive read all the other posts to try and get answers to my problem but couldn't come to a conclusion.. OK here goes..
My boyfriend and I have been together 2 months and were friends for 6 months before that, so lately I've been at his house a lot sleeping over and stuff and I use his computer all the time to go on msn and check emails and surf the web when I'm bored.
For the past few weeks, I've been on Google and things I have typed into the search engine have brought up past sites that he's viewed: ie: Brothals and escorts. Although it bothered me some what I didn't confront him about it because they are not in his internet history and am not sure whether he looked up those sites while he was single, because being his friend I knew how sexually frustrated he was.
The other day when I logged on, there was a pic on the desktop that wasn't there before called "Lilly dean" so I clicked on it and saw a pic of a girl in lingerie. I typed lilly dean into Google and it turns out.. she is an escort. I was pissed off but didn't confront him.
This morning, I turned on his computer to go on msn because I couldn't sleep and a porn DVD automatically started... And boy was I pissed off...
I confronted him and asked him why he did it and he didn't say much besides the fact that he was a head and felt really guilty. And, I knew he was because he couldn't look me in the face. Being a big girl, a size 14-16, it makes me nervous that he would rather look at a size 8 porno star. I have a very high sex drive and he loves me for alll of me and I know this because he's told me.. but I still wonder... why would he do it? He knows I love watching porn because we watch it together.. so why do it alone? We have an awesome sex life and I asked him the other day if he was happy with our sexlife and he said yes..
So what in the hell is going on and should I be worried?? Im really hurt, I asked my guy friends there opinion and they said it was normal for guys to look up porn, but not as much when you have a girlfriend. And what's with the escort and brothal crap?? Hes not the cheating kind of guy.. and he agreed when I told him that he wouldn't like it if I watched porn alone by myself that had hot guuys in it.. Do I let this pass and get over it?