I don't feel like living anymore!
Well it all started when I started hanging around with a new group at school and my mum didn't aprove of it. She kept telling me to keep away and I kept telling her to leave me alone and that I would hang around with who I wanted, then this caused arguments between us.
Then one day my older brother had seen enough of me and my mum arguing and followed me, after me and my mum had yet another argument. My brother tried to get me home nut I refused and we started fighting in the street someone phoned the police and when the police arrived my brother had already gone back home. I had told the police I just wanted to leave it as once my brother had calmed down we would appologize to each other so they said that was fine.
But about an hour later I was sitting in the police station being questioned about what happened. When I kept teling them I just wanted to leave it they told me that if I didn't start talking to them they were going to phone social workers and get me put into care. This kind of scared me a bit, and they also told me I wasn't giving them a statement, so I told them about what happned and then they took me out to my mum. The next day we found out that my brother wasn't allowed in our street or in our family home and he isn't allowed any contact with me.
Without my brother in my life I feel there is no point in living. I have cut myself a few times on my arm and I feel down all the time. My mum isn't coping very well either and when ever she is in a mood she takes it out on me by telling me its all my fault that my brother isn't allowed near our house. I know I am to blame but I never knew I was giving a state-ment. I just can't cope with all of this. I am only 14 years old and I can't atke it anymore!! Please help!!