Hi.I m divorsed guy aged 34.I came across in a relation with a girl who is 32yrs and married.she is staying with her husband and 2 kids.she loves her husband allot but she loves me 2.bt now she broke our relation saying that she don't want to cheat her husband more now.we used to have regular sex twice in a week.but now since last 4 months I'm depriving of sex as she is avoiding me.she is enjoying sex with her husband in full love.I cannt imagine and bear she is having sex with him.that makes me mad.how to comeover from this and how to control my sex urge.I wll not choose any other option to satisfy myself as I love her with my full heart.I wll not have sex other than her