Hi,My name is Ricardo.
I'm 16 and live with my 2 older brothers and my father in Ireland.
My mum died when when I was 8.
When she did my dad sent me away to boarding school.
But my brothers got to stay.
I came home start of this year.
When I did my brother was married and so was my dad they didn't even tell me well they didn't write.
Now everyone hates me but I don't know why.
My birthday was last week didn't get 1 card none even cared.
I usually think about killing myself and its all I think about all the time everywhere.
What should I do?