Why does everybody hate me to the point that I want to die!
Okay, so I am fourteen years old, I'm a girl, and I moved to New York about two years ago. I mean, normally I don't care for people who judge or anything, I try to e narcissistic so people don't bring me down, I don't nt to be sad. I like rock music, I'm really into japanese culture and anime, but I mean its not like I force it onto others! I can be a completely noral person, but I don't want to follow the crowd because I'm not going to pretend to be someone else! But recetly I've gotten a boyfriend, he's two grades younger than me cause he was held back but he's only a year younger and age, and I wanted to date someone outside my grade so they would't get comments. His best friend, his best friends sister, and her friend were telling him that I was a lesbian and using him for cover(not true! ), and that I was ugly, and his cousin found out he was dating me and called me gross and crap ad what the heck! Like all of a sudden I'm finding out these people hate me, and hearing things I don't want to hear and I just want to die because obviously no one cares about me and I'm just a niusance to everyone... Why does everyone hate me?
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