So I keep saying that I want a boyfriend... I keep acting as if having a boyfriend will make me feel better about that jerk who screwwed me over.. thing is.. I could have a boyfriend. Not to sound conceited but preettty much alll my guy friends want to be more than friends with me. And strangely, I hate it. I don't know why, but it drives me insane.

Part of me thinks it might be that I may still not be over cris. But at the same time I think I am.. or should.. be over him. I don't know what to do. I keep getting FB messages from my guy friends like so want to go out tonight (guy who sent this has been trying to get me to go out with him since freshman year.. we are now seniors and he is relentless), you're looking great this year, and the most forward one: we should date. And there are a million more messages... I just don't know what to do.

Can anyone help me out.

Just be forward and staright with your guy friends and tell them you're not ready yet. Maybe you need to spend some time alone to heal as it sounds you've had a pretty tough time with this other guy cris. If they still persist then just ignore them. Soon enough they'll get the picture that you're serious about needing time. When you feel ready then you should make your moves. Don't get into a relationship just to make them shut up. I've tried that one it doesn't work lol