[Marshmallowpeng]

Well my Bezzie let's call her Alice. And the guy is joe. My best mate told me in year 7 she had never properly fancied a boy. I was really shocked because I had liked guys since reception. And then, at the start of year8 she told me she liked someone. I asked who and eventually she told me, and when she pointed to him I knew who he was. He was popular and gorgeous and funny and sweet and arty like me and Alice. I had never properly spoke to him but I had always admired him from afar. She knew about me thinking he was hot and I knew if I knew him better I would probably like him. Half way through year 9 she only liked him more. He was sent into my English lesson once, and he sat at the front a couple metres away from him, and I honestly couldn't stop staring. He saw my drawings and came and stood at my desk admiring them, he made me laugh and complimented the drawings. And I'm embarrassed to say I blushed. I was nervous around him. I didn't tell Alice about the blushing. But she decided to do home schooling and start her g c s e s early. Because she is moving to china, a year from now or sooner. Now we're half way through year 9 and she's doing home schooling still. She kept telling me she was over him and even if she was still at school she wouldn't like him in the slightest. At first I didn't believe her, but a couple weeks later she was still saying it. So I decided to believe her. I was at school a couple of weeks ago, it was non uniform day. I was wearing short shorts and a small tight black vest top as it was walm. I walked out of the classroom and he was stood with his fridnds. I passed by him closely, and I heard him saw WOW. To his fridnds. I thought id imagined it but j secrrtly hoped I hadn't. Then last night on Facebook, he popped up on chat. He tOld me to stop sending him requests on a game, putting loads of kisses on the end. Confused, I asked him what he was talking about. I didn't remember sending him requests. He replied saying, it doesn't matter, I like you. I said seriOusly? Because I honestly thought he was joking, he replied saying, 'no seriously, your dead hot I'd give you a shag. (at this moment in time I'd like to point out he was joking about the shag) I laughed and thinking Alice didn't like him I said, I think your hot too. And then we talked about how he came into my french class and I told him how funny I thought he was. Eventually he had to go. Still on a state of shock, I called uP Alice. And she said hardly anything on the phone. And that's when I realised she wasn't over him at all. Help!