[lilsatanmissy]

I Don't Feel Like A Normal Person Everyone Wants Me To Live My Life On How They Want It To Be
It Gets Me Upset Really Upset That I Can't Be Myself
Im So Hurt And I Feel That Nobody Will Never Understand Me The Only Person That Ever Did Was My Ex Bff,gabby
She Betrated Me She Tried To Get With The Guy Of My Youth Dreams
The Guy That Was Just An Eyecatcher For Me
How Can She Do This?
Even Though She Did This To Me I Still Miss Her She Will Always Be In My Heart
I Don't Know Everything Is Wrong And I Can't Take It Anymore And Im So Stressed My Mom Has Cancer!
High school Is So Stressful
Nobody Undersatnds Me
Nobody Not Even My Family!
It's Ok Because This Is Only The Start
I Take Pills For Depression
And I Went To The Mental Health Hospital
Still I Don't Know What The Pain Inside Me Really Is
I Do Something On Mistake And Everyone Thinks That I Did It On Purpose This Is Not Fair
It Is Not
My Life Is Miserable
I Only Live Because Of My Mom And Sister That's All
I Love Them They Still Don't Get Me
It's All right Every time I Think It's Going To Get Better It Doesn't
It Just Doesn't
Why?
Why Why Why?
Please Help Me Whoever Understands
Please

[lengkyx]

You can stop worrying about it. I can tell you're good because you're searching for answers. If you think people don't like the way you are, leave them be and hopefully they'll do the same. Start a clear slate. Do nice things when you remember like help someone carry heavy things especially an elderly. I know it's hard to break from other people's expectations so you got to have a little bit more patience.

[sanobia89]

you can stop worrying about it. i can tell you're good because you're searching for answers. if you think people don't like the way you are, leave them be and hopefully they'll do the same. start a clear slate. do nice things when you remember like help someone carry heavy things especially an elderly. i know it's hard to break from other people's expectations so you gotta have a little bit more patience.

You are still young, dear.
I was kind of in the same situation as you are,
"dare to be different" you ae unique, special, and intellegent.&
If nobody like you simply because of tha then they are just haters... lol
You simply say to them "hi hater"
Because with them, you are stronger

[GothGirl1771]

I hope you feel better. I've suffered from clinical depression and been in a rehab hospital as well. Everyone says I'm different as well... but you know what, be yourself... who cares what other people think. The strongest people have the courage to be themselves!!

You still sound depressed... try to be strong. Show everyone wrong.

I'm so sorry your mom has cancer. Believe she'll get better, be strong for her, help her. Help her around the house so she can heal. And about your friend, don't stress. Friends come and go. Believe me... they do.

Hope you feel better!

[debard9]

I understand your pain. I feel different to. Im 44 & still don't feel like anyonr really understands me. All I can suggest is take every offer of help you get. Don't worry if you feel like you are talking all the time to people you don't know. I find its better to tell strangers that are qualified my problems then I don't have to worry about people I know telling me stuff I don't want to hear or telling others my stuff. Proffessional help is the best way. Try to get into a community help program so its not costly. You should get free support from The Cancer Foundation because of your Mum. By the way I know many people who have recovered well from Cancer so Yes Be Positive about your MUM. This will also help you find positive things in your life. Be grateful for little everyday things like the noise of birds in the morning etc I know that sounds corny but it does give you a few happy peaceful moments. Keep talking on these pages get the stuff out of your head & off your heart it will help. It has helped me trying to help you. Do the same try it. Your wiser than you think. You already understand how to think about others. That's a gift in itself.

[dreamerjay]

I understand perfectly...
I was also in the hospital I'm clinically depressed and was cutting if it wasn't for my mother and sister I don't know where I would be I live for them and I share the pain of a best friend betraying me. I was blocking everyone out before I went to the hospital but after it got me to open up and speak up for myself I still feel like no one understands but I made some friends that are dealing with some of the situations I was and it helped me to have someone I could talk to that understood and I think it would help you 2, to have someone to talk to that can understand a little about how your feeling and I don't care as much of what people thing I know I'm different from them and that's fine with me.
And I'm sorry about your mom be strong.
Hope I was a little help to u

Signed- Jackie B.

[thatonething]

I know how you feel. How no-one understands you. Even your family.
You just got to keep trying. That's what I'm doing at the moment. And its working.

If you really are desperate.
-act sad around them.
-dont talk to them
-cry 'secretly'
Do these next to them, they'll realize something's up. Hopefully they''ll talk to you.

Hope this helped.
thatonething(: