I'm 15 and may of 2007 I was raped by an older man. I pressed charges and he's in jail now. I had a real struggle getting over it and I'm not 100% okay but I'm starting to go out with my friends again and I'm able to have a good night sleep.But I'm in a relationship with this guy who really wants to have sex. When we were makingout once he started going for it and I started hysterical crying, he backed off and tried to comfort me but he doesn't know what happened in may. As far as he's concerned I'm a virgin still. Now I've been having terrible nightmares again and ill wake up in a deep sweat either crying or screaming. I don't know if I should tell him the truth why I can't have sex or if I should breakup with him cause ill never be able to go past makingout..