Ok... So my boyfriend broke up with me and didn't give me a reason... he acted like a total jerk and completely cut me off! But he finally called me because our friend convinced him too... He said sorry and everything then we were friends again! I was so happy because I was hopeing he would realize what he did and beg for me bag (like last time) sooo... We were talking on Facebook and I kept asking him why he did this.. I also tolled him that I still loved him.. Then he tolled me that he still loved me too! Tht he will always love me no matter what! This was going great right? So then I tolled him that if he loved me why won't he just go out with me.. He said because he didn't want to.. The I tolled him "u have my heart! U can't give it back! U can take it and love me back or u can smash it up and throw it away... Ur choice" (btw he hates it when he makes me sad or cry) then he tolled me that he will love me but won't date me? Confusing right? Then he asked if we could be friends with benefits! Then I tolled him no because I don't want to feel used.. So he said OK and we started talking again... Then I asked him why it was do bad dating me.. He asked me if I want the nice reason or the truthful reason.. Of course I wanted the truthful reason... So then he tolled me that he thought I was a little crazy and stubburn and he didn't like me! I didn't respond because I was crying too hard.. Soo layer I texted him and I was kind of mean... So then I apologized for saying mean things and that I know he was giving the truthful answer.. It still hurt... He hasn't responded since then... What I want to know is how can he love me so much but still hate me and think I'm a wacko? And I really don't think I didn't anything wrong! Btw... I'm 14 and he's turning 14 in a month... He was my first kiss... And my first love... Idk what to do! We have been through so much together and we had something so special that it can't end like this after 2 months of pure love... I thought he was the one for me... And before you say it.. I know I'm young.. But I really thought he loved me! Soo now... Wut should I do? He said he will always love me no matter what... But yet he doesn't like me? Help please!?

OP its against the rules to post a question in chat or text speak, I would respond to your question, however parts of it are so hard to read.

If you re-write it in plain english I will try to help you with your issues, however as it is your post is not adequately written to respond to..

https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/relationships/no-chat-speak-no-text-talk-303157.html

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