[sighsandknives]

Good Good girl! What do you think causes you to cut?

Guy** and I guess it's like a distraction. I blame myself so much it's like a way to take it out on myself

[Wondergirl]

guy** and i guess it's like a distraction. i blame myself so much it's like a way to take it out on myself

Sorry about the girl comment. Too often it's girls who do this.

Why take it out on yourself? Are you failing yourself somehow?

[sighsandknives]

Sorry about the girl comment. Too often it's girls who do this.

Why take it out on yourself? Are you failing yourself somehow?

It's fine (the girl comment)
And yes. I think that I could be better if I was just stronger but I'm never the strong one... I'm always disappointing others and myself with goals or things I just mess up somehow.

[Wondergirl]

it's fine (the girl comment)
and yes. i think that i could be better if i was just stronger but i'm never the strong one... i'm always disappointing others and myself with goals or things i just mess up somehow.

Tell me one good thing about yourself.

[sighsandknives]

Tell me one good thing about yourself.

Like.. that I like?

I guess... well.. I have nothing

[Wondergirl]

like.. that i like?

i guess... well.. i have nothing

You like to write.

[sighsandknives]

You like to write.

I do.. I always sucked at writing stories.. they'd be too long with no plot b

[sighsandknives]

i do..? i always sucked at writing stories.. they'd be too long with no plot b

**.

[Wondergirl]

i do..? i always sucked at writing stories.. they'd be too long with no plot b

You're a good writer here -- clear and good English and thoughtful.

[sighsandknives]

You're a good writer here -- clear and good English and thoughtful.

Thanks I guess.

[Wondergirl]

thanks i guess.

Art? Drawing? Making things?

[sighsandknives]

Art? drawing? making things?

I'm horrible at art. I don't draw (horrible). Making things? Eh. I play music. The alto saxophone.

[Wondergirl]

i'm horrible at art. i don't draw (horrible). making things? eh. i play music. the alto saxophone.

Ah, my husband played the alto sax in school band about a thousand years ago. Do you like playing it? Do you take lessons?

[sighsandknives]

i'm horrible at art. i don't draw (horrible). making things? eh. i play music. the alto saxophone.

But even my best friend said I'm the worst in the school

[sighsandknives]

Ah, my husband played the alto sax in school band about a thousand years ago. Do you like playing it? Do you take lessons?

I play it in school but people say I'm horrible and I suck at it.

[Wondergirl]

i play it in school but people say i'm horrible and i suck at it.

Do YOU like to play it? Is there a school band?

[sighsandknives]

Do YOU like to play it? Is there a school band?

Yeah. 6th period for about an hour.. I guess I like playing it. I quit keyboarding for it

[Wondergirl]

yeah. 6th period for about an hour.. i guess i like playing it. i quit keyboarding for it

I had years of piano lessons. Do you have to replace the reeds now and then? (I always have wondered that.) Why did you switch?

[sighsandknives]

I had years of piano lessons. Do you have to replace the reeds now and then? (I always have wondered that.) Why did you switch?

You have to use a different reed every day. And I quit keyboarding because the teacher verbally abused me. She said I would never have a job or a family and I hated the concept of typing I already type good I don't care if I have to look at the keyboard. What right does she have to tell me I am never going to have a life? Ugh.

[Wondergirl]

you have to use a different reed every day. and i quit keyboarding because the teacher verbally abused me. she said i would never have a job or a family and i hated the concept of typing i already type good i don't care if i have to look at the keyboard. what right does she have to tell me i am never going to have a life? ugh.

Do you throw away the old reeds, or can you reuse them after cleaning them or something?

There must be something about piano teachers. Mine refused to let me improvise. I had to play the piece exactly as it was written with no variations. I HATED all the classical stuff he gave me to learn. I wanted to play fun stuff and goof around with it. At home when I practiced, I got the same message.