Bianca, how's the girly thing going? I was responding to your original post and then I saw the date.
Here's the post I typed before I saw the date on your original post:
Originally Posted by
123bianca123
I don't wanna change for guy I just want 2 be normal
It's okay. You are normal. Don't worry about that. And at 15, there is nothing wrong with choosing to make changes in your life to have more of what you want in life.
Adults do it all the time - unless they're just old and stubborn and stuck in their ways. However, I digress... this is not about adults too stubborn to grow and change, it is about you wanting to make some changes in your life.
Flip through some magazines and shopping catalogs. Circle pictures of clothing that you consider girly and that you would feel comfortable wearing and in which you would still feel like you. Cut your favorite ones out and hang them on your mirror or a corkboard in your bedroom.
As far as how to act, you DO need to figure out how to be
true to yourself but that does not mean you can't be you while adding some feminine behaviors.
Watch the more feminine girls at school and see if you would feel comfortable picking up some tips from watching them. Don't watch the girls on TV for this kind of stuff unless you want to turn into a faker. If you have adopted 'I'm your buddy' mannerisms with the guys, start to reconsider an arm punch or a lengthy discussion about boy stuff where you're the only girl participating. Here's the thing: This doesn't have to be forever or even 100 percent. Boys
like girls that are feminine AND can talk boy stuff. But the boys you know need to make some adjustments in their vision of you - with your help, of course. Just let them start to see the more feminine side of you a little with the new hair and some pretty clothes.
I love the look on a man's face when he's busy admiring my hair and pretty dress, and I surprise him by knowing who one yesterday's football games or by rattling off the names of my favorite NASCAR drivers. Or tell him that I do Crossfit. Stuff like that. They definitely like that I look all woman but will stomp on the living room floor and yell at the TV over a bad call by a ref.
If they're so inclined, let them open doors for you. If they offer to help you with something, let them. As capable human beings we can do a lot of things that boys can do, right? But they want to do things for us and we often don't let them. Go ahead. Let them. It shows them that they're recognized as the male of the species. It's not a game. It's allowing them to be masculine, which, if you want to be more feminine, you have to do. You can't have feminine without masculine.
Consider trying some dresses. You might be surprised how they will grow on you. I'm not sure where you live but I love dresses in the summertime - especially the long flowing kind - and they look very feminine. They're so much more comfortable when it's hot outside instead of trying to get into a tight pair of pants. Maybe try some long skirts (especially for winter) or long summer dresses come spring/summer. Or even now in winter, try a short skirt with opaque tights and some boots. While the short skirt is decidedly feminine, you will feel less exposed with the tights (and you need them in the winter anyway), and a little 'tougher' with the boots. Truly.
Add some jewelry. Pretty jewelry is feminine. You don't have to wear a ton of it. Just a necklace and some earrings can add a lot of girliness to a look.
I'm not a big fan of make-up but even a little touch of lip gloss and a swipe of very subtle color on your eye lids can enhance whatcha got. I suggest staying away from using a lot of eye liner and shadow. Once you start using a lot of it, you start to think that's the way you should look and it's hard to stop wearing it. Trust me on this. I wore a lot of makeup in my late teens/ early 20s.