Why don't I do what I want?
There are so many things l would love to do and achieve, but on my days off I just piss around trying to make the day end faster instead of doing anything productive. This has been happening for years and I'm sick of wasting my life. I have been trying to figure out why this is but have found little to help, which is why I and writing this.
To answer the basic questions I have found on forums, I am a healthy male of 20 years with no worries who doesn't smoke or do drugs and drinks maybe every fortnight. However some have told me it could be a form of depression.
I have obtained all the material to help me get started but I don't touch it.
If anyone could help me I would owe them big.
Thanks for reading.
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